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Desert Walk and Burn

Perhaps there is no landscape more evocative of viraha – the pain of separation from one’s Beloved – than the desert. Sasui has set off across the harsh desert of Thar in search of her beloved Punhoon. The sand dunes, sun, wind, sky, earth, rocks and mountains are her only companions in her tough walk from desolation to self-discovery and freedom.

Sasui was a Brahmin girl abandoned at birth by her parents and raised in Bhambhor by a childless Muslim couple. When she grew up, she and prince Punhoon of Ketch, Baluchistan fell in love with each other and planned to get married. Punhoon’s father – King Ari Jaam – was incensed at the ‘ill-matched’ wedding, and plotted to bring back his son. Punhoon is abducted by his brothers on the wedding night and carried away on camels across the desert to Kutch. Next morning, Sasui, determined as steel, sets off alone into this desolate land, without any provisions, in the pursuit of her retreating beloved, eventually perishing in the hot sands.

Sasui knows that the path to her Beloved, her truth, her own true self, cannot be without strife and suffering, just as herders know that no journey can be without pain. Her walk resonates with the walk of the nomads. For them, Sasui represents their commitment to always keep moving and braving all odds.

O camel-mind, shed your laziness!
The road to the beloved I straight.
It’s not crooked, so give up your groans
Quicken your pace
So that I may meet him tonight

Oh Camel-Mind, Shed Your Laziness!

Listen

Oh Camel-mind, Shed your Laziness!

Poet: Shah Abdul Latif Bhitai

The night is moonlit, the ground even
The road is long, oh camel!
Don’t look back on the path to the beloved
Let your resolve be
Nothing short of reaching him!

O camel-mind, shed your laziness!
The road to your beloved is straight.
It’s not crooked, so give up your groans
Quciken your pace
So that I may meet him tonight

I tied him near a tree
Laden with tender buds
But the wrethced camel
Gobbles only desert shrubs, oh mother!
The ways of this camel perplex me

Tie it down with a strong rope
When there are creepers on the path
Once your camel tastes them
It’ll be impossible to fetter him.

I was the leader of my herd, the prominent one
I fed carelessly on big branches
My destiny worked against me
I’m chained and blinded today!

Flinging off his nine fetters
The camel broke free at dawm
And ran to the beloved

At a place of priceless tress
Where two branches cost ten million
Where a twig is worth half a million
My camel feeds!

The camel is priced one million
But paying ten is worth it for him!
Fed him cardamoms to keep him perky
Even as you saddle and mount him
You’ll reach the beloved in a flash.